Everyone makes mistake, the most important thing is learn from it

I always talk about age gap matters with Armi. Sometimes we thought one or two years age gap is nothing, but suprisingly, there are big differences. Tak tau la kalau orang lain, tapi considering people around us, yes it is.

Being a 22 years old (eh belum, 21.. mana cukup 22 lagik, haha) girl I have done lots of mistakes in my life. To my friends, to my parents, to my family, to Allah and everyone. Dan bila buat kesalahan especially kepada parents, mesti kena tegur kan. Kalau zaman umur muda-mudi dulu confirm la mengamuk. Ahhh, pedulik ah. Apesal nak tegur aku? Bukannya bagus sangat pun..

Itu dulu. Zaman tak masuk U lagi. Zaman takde sapa yang betul kecuali ko sorang. Zaman yang tak ada sapa boleh tegur. Ada orang tegur je terus melenting. Semua orang pernah melalui zaman tu kan? Tipu la, kalau tak pernah kan.

Tapi bila usia dah makin meningkat, saya mula dapat terima bila dikritik atau dimarah. Walaupun kita selalu fikir apa yang kita buat tu betul, kadang2 benda tu tak betul sebenarnya. Mungkin juga benda yang kita buat tu menyakitkan hati orang. Sooooo bila dikritik kita kena la muhasabah diri dan fikir baik2. Kalau betul salah kita dan minta maaf dan cuba tak ulang perkara ni.

But Armi and I were surrounded by people who still did not reach that level yet. Ramai yang still kat level "Jangan tegur aku, kau ingat kau bagus". I've encountered with these people yang saya rasa I'm gonna just waste my time dealing with them. Like, there are not gonna reflect anything to themselves, they just know 'don't say anything about me'. Sampai bila nak berubah kalau kita ada perangai macam ni.

Just like the title, everyone makes mistake, the most important thing is learn from it. I've made lots of mistakes even at my age. But, when I know it is my fault I said sorry. If they can't forgive me and I think it's worth it to ask for another apology, I'll try. Life is like that. You'll never escaped from doing mistake.

Ok, dah tamat membebel. Haha, tetibe nak cakap pasal ni sebab age is nothing. Sebab saya tengok kadang2 orang2 yang lebih tua dari saya pun tak reti nak mengaku kesalahan walaupun dah terang2 tu salah dia. Betullah kata pepatah, growing old is mandatory but growing up is an option (as what Ija said on face book :p)