Selamat Tahun Baru..

Selamat Tahun Baru. Semoga tahun 2010 akan menjadi tahun yg lebih baik dan bermakna untuk kita semua.. <3

Approaching the end...

Sedar x sedar it's almost the end already. Hari ni dah 27hb. Oh, Merry XMas to all my Christian friends. Hope u enjoy the Christmas this year <3

Dah nak masuk tahun 2010. so, sounds like a good idea for me to mengimbau balik apa yg berlaku dalam hidup saya sepanjang 2009

STUDY:
Sem 2 unexpectedly I did quite well walaupun rasanya banyak main sepanjang sem 2. Plus, Zahir dan saya adalah gile berjalan waktu tu. Ngehehe, biasalah org baru nak saling mengenali (sile muntah..hahaha). Tapi dapat pointer yg bagus time tu, dahlah pointer tertinggi yang pernah dpt seumur hidup.Crius, kt mrsm dulu pun x dpt camtu. Hoho. Alhamdulillah

Short Sem adalah short and sweet. Sebab sangat la lepak class ada dua kali je seminggu and the subject are sooo ringan. Assignment seperti tarian adalah memenatkan badan dan minda. Dapat maintain pointer sem lepas which is veeeeerrryy good. Walaupun mcm bengang kenapalah pengajian msia dpt A-. Memang potong stim. Ceeehhh, ckp byk padahal x stadi pun subject tu. Wahaha.

Sem yg baru berlalu ni pun ok. Eventhough subject dah start berat2 I think I managed to keep it under my control. Except for MIS yg agak cam bengong. I can's stop myself from being bored in the class. Dah la itulah satu2nyer kelas yg stat awal pg. Memang liat nak bgun. Tp x pe. It's already ended. Dan saya harap my result will be good.

FAMILY:
This year, family makin besar sebab ada abg ipar baru. Awal2 tu penat la nak mengajar Razin tukar daripada panggil Uncle Alfi kepada Pak Teh. And supposedly kitorang akan ada lagi sorang new member which is anak Kak Nini, tp x de rezeki. Tapi, skarang die dah pregnant for 5 months dah pun.. so expecting a new member of the family next year la. Hehe

Oh, kesihatan Razin adalah x begitu baik tahun ni. Mata die problem la, allergic dan die slalu gosok dgn sgt kuat dan beri impak yg sgt buruk kepada. Siap kena masuk wad and surgery bagai. Sekarang still kena guna mcm2 ubat. Hopefully die akan sembuh dgn cepat.

Career abah pun rasanya went very well. Proud of him :).
Mama pun walaupun sakit2 sendi kadang2,I think her health is still good :)

LIFE:
Tahun ni mcm2 dugaan dtg, which I don't want to tell in detail here sebab I know some people might just take it as ckp belakang and don't want to admit their fault. So, baik diam diri aje. Sebab how many time I explain pun, the blame is always to me. Yeah yeah, u are always rite..Am not gonna waste my time with u again.FULL STOP

But, despite this ONE little thing.. life is great. Kawan2 adalah sgt best, at least I know I got lots of them yg akan bersama saya waktu susah. <3

LOVE:
Berjalan lancar walaupun pada permulaan, mcm2 konflik and salah faham tapi in the end, everything's going smooth and very well. Dan hopefully it will get better and better. <3<3<3

Ok, that's all. Tahun ni azam saya adalah menjadi better person, better Muslim and better daughter. I know it's not detailed. Tapi that's all I wanted. Hehe. Azam saya untuk tahun ini juga sama, dan saya rasa saya dah berjaya :) Alhamdulillah..

I could not get this out from my head..

Wahaha, teraddicted sudah ngan lagu ini. Hari tu tengok diorang ni perform kat Music Bank je. Mcm best, so download. Skarang asyik terngiang2 je ini lagu.

Best!!

Ngehehe... performance diorang kat Music Bank pun best giler hari tu...

Jom jom nyanyi..

Ajikdo na geudaereul ijji mothae

I’ll never forget boy

I’ll never forget boy

He eojinji beolsseo myeot nyeoni jinatneunji molla

Geudae saenggak manhamyeon jakku nunmul man heulleo

Oneul ttara wae geureohke niga bogo peulkka

Chang bakkwi bissoriga nae mameul heundeureo nwa

Sarang haji malgeol geuraesseo jeong juji malgeol geuraesseo

Butjapji malgeol geuraesseo wae ireohke na honja apa

Sarang haji malgeol geuraesseo jeong juji malgeol geuraesseo

Butjapji malgeol geuraesseo wae ireohke na honja apa

Nan hangsang neomanwi jang miga dwiryeodeon nae mameul ani

Ije jogaknan sarangwi machim pyoga dwaetdaneun geol

Nunmuri millyeowa memareun ibsuri jeojeo

Ije eotteokhae geudael ijeulsu eobseo

[[Chorus]]

Neo ttaemune manhido ureosseo, maeil bam nan

Neo ttaemune manhido useosseo, geudae ttaemune

Neo ttaemune sarangeul mideosseo <<>>

Neo ttaemune, neo ttaemune, moduda ilheosseo

Jeongmal dap dap daphae, gap, gap, gaphae

Mak mak makhae, neo eobtneun sesangi

Nae malmameul sshibeo nohgo jajonsim jit balba nohgo

Nae mameul jjijeo nohgo wae nareul tteonaga

Geunaldo biga wasseotji hanchameul geudaen

Mareobshi nareul bara bogiman haesseo

Heundeulli neun nunbitgwa aesseo jitneun eosaekhan

Misoga ibyeoreul yaegi haejweo

Sarang haji malgeol geuraesseo jeongjuji malgeol geuraesseo

Butjapji malgeol geuraesseo wae ireohke na honja apa

Sarang haji malgeol geuraesseo jeongjuji malgeol geuraesseo

Butjapji malgeol geuraesseo wae ireohke na honja apa

Nabogo tteonarago hal ttaen eonjego tteonan danikka eojjeogo

Michin saram chwigeup manhae jeongmal himdeureo boy <<>>

Amureon maldo mothan chae ureo, cuz I want to stay next to you

My love is true, wanna go back to when I was with you

[[Chorus]]

Neo ttaemune manhido ureosseo, maeil bam nan

Neo ttaemune manhido useosseo, geudae ttaemune

Neo ttaemune sarangeul mideosseo <<>>

Neo ttaemune, neo ttaemune, moduda ilheosseo

Jeongmal dap dap daphae, gap, gap, gaphae

Mak mak makhae, neo eobtneun sesangi

Nae malmameul sshibeo nohgo jajonsim jit balba nohgo

Nae mameul jjijeo nohgo wae nareul tteonaga

I miss you, I need you

Kkum sogeseon ajikdo I’m with you

I miss you, I need you

Shiganeul dwi deollyeo wanna kiss you again, my boy

Mami neomu apeunde gyeondigi

Gwiro unde neoneun eodiseon mweol hani, na ureosseo cham manhi

Neo eobshin nan mossareo

Naegero dorawajweo nal tteonagajima

[[Chorus]]

Neo ttaemune manhido ureosseo, yeah

Neo ttaemune manhido useosseo, manhido useosseo nan

Neo ttaemune sarangeul mideosseo, oh yeah

Neo ttaemune, neo ttaemune, moduda ilheosseo, neo ttaemune na

Jeongmal dap dap daphae, gap, gap, gaphae

Mak mak makhae, neo eobtneun sesangi

Nae malmameul sshibeo nohgo jajonsim jit balba nohgo

Nae mameul jjijeo nohgo wae nareul tteonaga

****Translation****

I… still… can’t… get over you

I never forget…

Boy I never forget…. boy

Can’t remember how many years it has been since we broke up

But I cry every time when I think about you

Why I’m so eager to see you today?

The sound of rain droplets leaves my heart shaken up.

I regret giving you my love

I regret getting attached to you

I regret holding you back

Why do I have to face the pain alone?

I regret giving you my love

I regret getting attached to you

I regret holding you back

Why do I have to face the pain alone?

I tried to be your only girl

And did you ever understood my heart?

Now it became the compass

Of broken love

Tears are flowing down

And soaks the dry lips

Oh what should I do?

Now I can’t erase you out of my mind

[[Chorus]]

I cried a lot because of you <>

I laughed a lot because of you <<Because of you>>

I believed in the love because of you <>

I’ve lost everything because of you

I’m speechless, suffocating and lonely

The world without you has

Chewed out my heart

Stomped on my dignity

Torn apart my heart

So why did you leave me behind?

It also rained on that day

You’ve stared at me wordlessly

You’ve stared at nothing else but me

Those trembling gazes,

And the awkwardly forced smile

Speaks of our separation.

I regret giving you my love

I regret getting attached to you

I regret holding you back

Why do I have to face the pain alone?

I regret giving you my love

I regret getting attached to you

I regret holding you back

Why do I have to face the pain alone?

You’ve told me to leave

And the moment leave

You treat me as if I’m insane

It’s just too hard <>

Then I cry silently and wordlessly

Cause I want to stay next to u

My luv is true, wanna go back 2 when I was with u

[[Chorus]]

I cried a lot because of you <>

I laughed a lot because of you <<Because of you>>

I believed in the love because of you <>

I’ve lost everything because of you

I’m speechless, suffocating and lonely

The world without you has

Chewed out my heart

Stomped on my dignity

Torn apart my heart

So why did you leave me behind?

I miss u… I need u…

Even in my dreams I’m wit u..

I miss u… I need u…

Rewind back the time

I wanna kiss u again ma boy…

My heart aches

It’s too much to bear

And where are you? <>

Can’t live without you

Please come back to me

And stay with me

[[Chorus]]

I cried a lot because of you <>

I laughed a lot because of you <>

I believed in the love because of you <>

I’ve lost everything because of you <<Because of you>>

I’m speechless, suffocating and lonely

The world without you has

Chewed out my heart

Stomped on my dignity

Torn apart my heart

So why did you leave me behind?

CREDITS:

SplendidVenus [[Lyrics +Translation]]

Bile ada seorang Ben-10 di rumah...

Rumah adalah riuh rendah and tunggang terbalik semenjak ada Ben10 muncul kat rumah. Haih. Geram betul. TV rumah ni on 24 jam dan memang 24 jam tu la channel Cartoon Network, Playhouse Disney, Astro Ceria dan seangkatan dengannya yang bersiaran. Sesapa sentuh remote control tu memang kena la ngan Ben10 tu.

Dah la tu, dia pasang mengalahkan bunyik dalam panggung. Wah, melampau betul ini budak kecik. Suruh slow pun x mau, kena marah baru la dgr ckp sket.

Tetiber jugakla nama panggilan org kat rumah ni jadi lain. Tokwan jadi Grandpa, Makcik dah jadik Gwen, Pak Su dia jadi Kevin. Die plak nama Ben 10. Haih, addicted betul budak ni. Selimut pun Ben 10. Jam Ben 10. Kasut Ben 10. Seluar baju sumer Ben 10.

Warghghghg, apa2 la Razin oi.. Walaupun makcik sgt tension x leh tengok drama Cina sebab asal pegang remote je kena marah, makcik tetap sayang anda. Huhuhu.

Long time no see..

Sudah lama tidak jenguk ini blog.. Hai blog, kenal saya lagi x?? I'm ur owner, ingat x ingat x??

Haha, sori la lama x jenguk awak, hari tu saya bz ngan exam la.. Tuan awak ni rajin tau, sanggup puasa dr internet tau. Haha, then balik cuti pun trus balik kg, connection sgt lembap mengalahkan siput khinzir, so x de selera nak tulis blog.. So now, I'm back~~~

Ok la, quick update on my life since I left this blog bersawang. I think I did well in my exam. Result tu x taula tapi dari segi usaha, I think I've done my best. So, i wish my result will be good too. At least maintain my pointer pun ok.

Cuti pun ok. Balik kg and all. Nothing to criter pun.

Oh, ayah saya sudah kena transfer balik to kl. Heh, diorang ni main2 btul la. Ingtkan kena dok taiping sampai abah pencen sebab dah nak dekat pun pencen. Januar 2011. Sekali kena stat keje balik kat HQ 4 jan neyh. Tapi saya sgt soooookkaaaa.. Haha. At least cuti x de la kebosanan mcm kat sini x de kwn. Kat kl at least boleh gak la kuar2 jumpa member.. Hehe. Nak balik pun dekat. *wide grin*

Tu je la. Saya akan berblogging semula walaupun x la aktif, tp x de la nak tinggal sampai bersawang camni. Ciao!!

Tolong!

I need help..

Otak, tolong kembali ke tempat yg sepatutnya. Sebab rasanya awak x ada dlm kepala saya ini. Saya menulis ini pun menggunakan temporary memory yg mungkin hanya berfungsi untuk waktu yg singkat. Sila kembali sebelum saya tetiber tidak sedar dan berdengkur dengan kuat.

Bloggers kesayangan, tolong la update. Mungkin ia dpt memujuk otak saya kembali. Kerana saya die merajuk sebab dr pagi asyik mengadap nota2 corporate finance... Tolong saya.....

ceh, sesuka hati mintak org update weekend2 ni... heh!! :p

Raya yg x serupa raya..

Hello! Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha semua~~~





Tp x rasa cam raya sgt pown, sebab raya kat kl. So, preparation adalah pada thap yg sgt minimal. Just beli lemang and mama bwat rendang. Pg ni pon bgun pukul bper ntah. Ahh, sgt bahagia. Sebab selalunya pagi raya saya adalah penuh dgn jeritan dan ngauman dari singa yg garang. Tapi singa ni x makan org eh, die mengaum suruh bangun n mandi je. Hakhak. Tapi hari ni x de. Mcm 'suka hati ko lah nak bgun kol bper'. Wow.. HEAVEN!!





Dah la sumer kat rumah pun semangat je pkai baju kurung. Aku?? Blouse ngan jeans je, wao, very the sempoi la raya aku. Org laki pun semangat pkai baju melayu sampai ke ptg. Haha, ntah la. Mcm x de semangat nak raya la. Lagipun mcm confirm je, x de org nak dtg. X mau la semangat2 pkai baju kurung.





Tapi semua makanan memang adalah semangat raya yg berlebihan. Kakla datang ngan nasi briyani die yg sedap. Eh, sejak ble akak aku pandai masak ni?? Siap bawak nasi himpit bersama kuah kacang specially from Haji Samuri, ada jelly strawberry yg sedap giloz. Nak try la bwat benda tu. Pastu Kak Nini ngan Abg Alfi plak masak laksa Johor. Emmm, aku x minat la apa2 jenis laksa ni except for Laksa Sarawak kot coz dia lebih mcm mee kari je bg aku. Lain2 laksa memang aku x minat la.



Yg dtg rumah pun hanyalah family Pak Cik Wan and Pak Ngah Din. Boleh x tgah2 lyn diorang tu aku buleh naik bilik main cafeworld, msg ngan zahir pastu tido. Sungguh kurang adab k, tp crius aku sgt mengantuk. X tau naper. Dgn hujan lebatnya, memang best tido. Aku bgun n turun bawah diorang dh nak balik. Haha. Teruk k perangai.



Pastu adalah menyambung makan makan makan dan makan... Tamat dah citer raya ni. Haha.. gambar memang langsung x de sebab malas. :)